Why don't you read some communist literature? There's 150 years worth of recommendations on almost every conceivable topic from many countries and in many languages. Almost all of us started as liberals until we read something that changed our minds. Once a Marxist has explained capitalism, there's almost no chance of going back (although some do, and they tend to become the worst type of monster).

That's cool, I understand it can be a controversial view in some places.

Apologies if my tone was initially a little aggressive.