This is naiive accelerationist nonsense.
You do not fix systems by ignoring them and letting badgers tear them apart for years in your absence.
The vast majority of the time, actual change comes from people engaging with the system and slowly pushing it in the right direction.
No, it's not a hard decision.
You're choosing between two old men, one of whom is an actual politician with a history of accomplishing things and running a country. The other is a mean old pervert who couldn't run a business without committing fraud. He literally tried to cheat and destroy the system when he lost the first time.
How the fuck do you think it's close?