adhd makes you more prone to depression and anxiety. untreated adhd, depending on the severity, can straight up cause depression and anxiety
or in my case anxiety and then that bonus on "not able to do thing (anxiety edition)" makes me feel worthless and then depressed
even when i'm late i always go to the bus stop anyway because the chances are the bus hasn't even arrived yet lol
coma would be the universe being nice to you. Imagine a full body paralysis where you're aware of every second passing and the only thing you can do is rot, and maybe hope twitter's head clown puts a dodgy chip in your brain so maybe you could feel the joy of playing solitaire again.
I think just the fact that the answer could be something like: "2 more years, suicide" is a no-go for me. I'm not a suicidal person so hearing something like this would absolutely fucking terrify me. I think the more time I'd have left the more freaked out I'd get, constantly wonder when will it start? When will the hell that pushes me to take my own life begin?
oh just because you know when you'll die doesn't mean you can go yolo on everything. Getting into a horrific accident and becoming bed ridden for the rest of your life doesn't count as dying. Imagine laying in bed, body paralysed, knowing that this is the place you'll spend 30 years in.
You'd still be need to be as careful as usual, just with a painful awareness of how many seconds you have left until the end, and with a curse of not being able to go on your own terms if something terrible happens.
and even if tomorrow cometh thine coin shan't ever be as powerful as today
oh i'm painfully aware of how much it sucks to be in the green, friend :| i am not a fan, so often i wish i was just fucking stupid. Grass greener, haha, on the other side and all, but fuck man, those people look so happy, or at least not outwardly miserable. I wish i could feel the same level of joy as a himbo/bimbo "discovering" that an essential oil or perhaps a pretty rock can cure them of everything and curse their enemies at the same time!
The drug thing is a "green" thing huh? lmao good to know. It is funny how drunk/high/tripping me is roughly the same as a sober average person, bit less agile physically of course but about as fast at thinking, kind of baffling how, unless i'm absolutely smashed, people don't even realise that i'm under the influence of something
and yeah, living in this self destructive and hateful world is a nightmare. I can see so many ways in which things could get better for everybody, and yet they never do, and shit keeps getting worse. Cruelty seems to be the point. I could go on for a hot while about the state of the world and how being "diagnosed as smart" (how i call it) fucking sucks on so many levels, but i'd rather not make my day any worse, my mental health has been making sweet love to the bottom of the mariana trench lately, it seems.
Though the worst thing about being diagnosed as smart is either 1) congratulations! your fast brain can think of 20 things to be anxious about in 5s flat at any time of day! no you can't control it fuck you or 2) the frustration you feel when something doesn't make sense, in such a way that the only explanation seems to be that whoever was making the decisions was either plain dumb or intentionally an asshole, which isn't a satisfying explanation at all
i think blue should be either extended or completely replace green, "excellence" is not given just because you're smart
i guess it's about time for us to get used to getting dommed by machines
if it makes you feel any better you'd go to prison if you decided to run a ponzi scheme... unless you're a bank, that is
locoroco says it'd simply jump
miraculous survival? world's first talking head? depends on the exact wording and if you got your intro from a benevolent fairy or a genie