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I find it crazy that I didn't really have any real male role models, but the media I turned to ended up being guys like Henry Rollins.

The "finding myself" period of my life pre-dated the existence of this manosphere/shallow-ass-masculinity shit, but the archetype has been around for far longer and there were plenty of slimy douchebags to look up to. Sometimes I wonder what spared me.

I actually got this solely in YouTube shorts, but without having viewed anything related to it. Every few Shorts I scroll through, I'm met with something plucked straight out of the alpha/sigma/HKV trashbin and I'm assuming it's because I likely got demographic'd. It frankly kind of pushed me away from the whole feature - not much of value was lost since a lot of Shorts are just teaser trash that gives you a portion of a story designed to drive you to the channel.

Oddly, my regular, non-Shorts recommendations are fine.

Sneako and his "I'm a little teapot" lookin ass with those goofy ass ears. Holding a dickhead like him or the Tates up as some sort of goal to strive towards is synonymous with "rock bottom."

I get it - like I understand the mechanism behind why some younger dudes become infatuated with these figures. It's the same reason boomer housewives get into the Law of Attraction or why people who don't have a single fucking clue think Trump is going to fix everything if he could just get one more term in office... but I don't get it.

I feel like this was a missed opportunity to use Dhalsim for the fire one instead of Sagat.

These dickheads always think they can translate the power they hold in civilized society to the wild post aoocalyptic free for all. Makes you wonder what will be going through their heads when some brutish psycho decides it's his turn and is about to stomp their heads into the tightly packed wasteland dirt.

Can't believe he chose THAT instead of just wishing for more wishes.

My background is not on STEM and I was always passed the notion that without roots in hard math I can't go far in programming.

I swear this is some BS repeated by people who have no idea what they're talking about. I got told pretty much the same when I was younger - don't believe it. It may have been true to some degree at some point in the distant past, but it's outdated advice at best.

Your main general skills when it comes to writing code are the ability to think logically and to think about abstract concepts. Creativity and imagination can definitely help. The ability to keep organized in your thoughts can also go a long way. Just about everything else comes in the form of knowing the language you're working in, exposure to common coding and software design principles, and knowing your coding environment.

Math can figure into a lot of different types of programming careers... Shit like writing video game engines and other complicated things that model physics and stuff come to mind. But it's not so much that math is intrinsic to programming, but rather that those types of software just require a lot of advanced math.

For example, I'm an automation engineer. It's just a sysadmin who writes a decent amount of code. Most of my programming work revolves around sending requests over our company's local network to servers or internal websites to do shit like remotely power up or shutdown machines or trigger a task or open up work orders. There is very little actual math, if any, in the entirety of my work.

At it's core, programming is just the storing, moving around, manipulating, and keeping track of bits of information. Especially in a language like Python (which is my primary language).

EDIT: I should probably add my background isn't STEM either. I'm a two time college dropout who got a break 14 years ago and left the restaurant industry to go into the tech sector instead.

Nostalgia? I'm nearing 40 and all I have to do is switch out "room" with "home office" to make this applicable to me.

Big brain thinking right here. Variety is the spice of life.